Yesterday night was chilling with the boy on this nice boat where you can enjoy tapas and drinks. Was feeling great until I saw a group of old university colleagues of mine. My heart started to beat much faster. We did say hello to each other but after that I felt weird. Those people don’t know that I quit drinking, they still have the old image: “crazy drinking chick, that is a mess every time a party was going on”. I did not feel comfortable around them, I felt judged. All those dark memories resurfaced. I felt sad because I do not want to be stigmatise that way.. I should not care of what people think , but I do. Since 2008 (the year i finished my studies) so many things have happened good and bad, but I am working hard to change. The past is part of my history and I have to accept that! The most important is the path I am taking now…sobriety. I should not pay attention of what the others think, I know….but it is easier said then done.